Not because of Chris or anything, because actually packing and leaving my house was awful for me.
Saying my last goodbyes to my bedroom and my little dog Leila, I felt like i was going to pass out.
My mom didn't even say good bye, she still hasn't said anything to me, she simply waved her hand at me while i was walking down the stairs with my last bag, i just wanted to scream at her.
The least she could do would be to tell me goodbye....or i love you?
Something to reassure me that she doesn't want to kill me....
As i got into the car i saw my crying dad quickly get out and go into the house for a minute, he came back out trying to hold his tears in...I knew he had went in because he didn't want me to see him cry.
But seeing someone so close to me crying, makes me want to cry.
My dad and i weren't really even that "close" but i guess what we have/had still makes us close.
I'm now for the time being going to live in Marin County CA its about 7 hours away from where i "used" to live. My dad dropped me off half way there so that Chris's parents (Daphne & Brad)
could come and pick me up, they were there waiting when we pulled in the parking lot we put all of my stuff into their car and well away we went.
My dad just drove off while we were putting the last bag in, i really wanted to give him a hug but i guess he just wanted to go home.
I miss home a lot, i mean its great here its wonderful
Brad is so so nice, and Daphne is such a caring mother.
Its not awkward at all, i have my own room with a bathroom and i am welcome to anything lmao so this means i don't have to worry about buying my own food...
They have a little puppy name Jolie but she doesn't like me very much lol.
But i better start unpacking and then get ready for bed, I'll update tomorrow.
xox
Kelsey
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