Coming Around

Today i woke up and i was packed and ready to leave i had called around and gotten a hotel near by and was going to take a 40$ cab ride there, that was practically all of my money, i was pissed but that was all i had. My dad came into my room and apologized. He gave me this heart melting story and the normal im sorry i shouldn't have said that speech, but i was still so hurt that not even sorry made me forgive him.  (im a pretty stuborn person) but this time i dont think it was stuborness that didnt want me to forgive him, i think it was the fact that i was truely hurt, the fact that they were pretty much going to strand me here in Canada.
What parents do that to their child???!
Clearly mine were going too, i told my dad i forgave him but in all honesty i really dont.
I think its going to take me a while. My dad told me that i could keep my car, and that they were going to take my back with them....(well obviously i mean they would have got in shit if they left me here.)
As for my mom, we didn't talk all day she just ignored me.
Which hurt a lot, but i guess its whatever, my dad tried talking to her about it so he says.
I was sick all day today once again, but now along with being sick i have this massive fucking headache thats killing me. And i have no clue how to get rid of it.
As for Chris he told his mom and shes actually excited!
He said she was extreamly excited and cant wait to find out what the gender is, this is such a big relief for me.
Now i know ill have some type of support with Chris's mom and my dad and of course my friends, once i let them all know. Im thinking about just going through my facebook and deleting all the people i dont talk to or dont know. Then putting up an ultra sound picture, but im kind of nervous so i think im going to wait.
But just knowing that Chris's mom is excited made me feel so much better about this like soo sooo much better.

Chris is still looking for an apartment or a small house, as for my living situation i dont know where ill be once i go back home. My dad hasnt said anything about that.
And as for it being the worst birthday ever, my dad gave me a late birthday gift privately after we had our big sappy conversation. It was a little tiny gold bracelet,  and by tiny i mean for my baby when he/she comes out.
It was really sweet, and it shows me that my dad is actually excited though he may not jump up and down or show it to much, i know he is excited.
One of the things my dad also mentioned to me was, that since i have diabetes (i was born with it)
I could be a high risk pregnancy or something like that?
Im going for another doctors appointment in two weeks, so hopefully we can sort things out then i just want my little bug to be healthy and safe.
I signed up for this site called Baby Center and though there may be a lot of drama, there is also a lot of support so if your a pregnant teen reading this i suggest you sign up, http://www.babycenter.com .

But thats all for now, im about to go take a long hot bath yaaayy!


xox
Kelsey