Tuesday, 1 March 2011

How It All Started

My names Kelsey i'm your average high school senior, i won most popular in sophomore year and i live for the weekends. I live in North Hollywood and my life is a constant party, I've always been a social person and i've never had to share anything....But thats all about to change because i'm pregnant.
It all started in December 2010 when my boyfriend Chris and I had started to get into it, and by into it i mean sex. Things were heating up and before you knew it we did it right then and there, without a condom. We tried not to worry to much because well it was our first time having sex without a condom so maybe we'd get lucky....Well you know what they say first times a charm. About three weeks later i realized i still hadn't gotten my period but i honestly didn't even care i was like "woo hoo" no period until i remembered we had unprotected sex. Immediately i felt my heart drop i thought i was going to pass out, after i calmed myself down by doing some deep breathing i called up Chris and told him to come over but to do me a favor on his way over and pick up a pregnancy test..He was at my door within the hour.

Right away i grabbed the bag out of his hand and ran into the washroom.
I could hardly contain myself i didn't know whether to be happy or to cry hysterically, or maybe do both.
I came out of the washroom and Chris looked at me, i didnt even need to say anything for him to know the test was POSITIVE. He gave me the most uncomfortable look i have ever gotten, i didn't know what to say.
Apparently neither did he, we sat in my bedroom for about 20 minutes before either of us said one word.
Finally he looked at me and said "we can do it" at that moment i thought he was kidding i could never imagine him or even myself as a parent at our age.
What were we going to tell our parents?!
Tears immediately came streaming down my face, right then and there i knew my life was going to change.
I knew it was time to grow up.

xox
Kelsey

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