Food is consuming my life.....I dont think its cause im pregnant im actually pretty freaking sure its because im like semi depressed and im eating for the comfort?
It fucking sucks....like really sucks....I haven't updated in so long because ive been too busy stuffing my face with fatty goodness dealing with school, being pregnant, and my oh so lovely boyfriend....said with sarcasm.
Well he was lovely but now hes blehh!
He wants to keep our little babybean then he doesnt then he does then he doesnt.
He finally found a place, and were moving in soon, soon being about two weeks.
Im super stoked, But its really far....Its all the way in MI hes transferring to a CC so that he can save money, which upsets me because his education is really important.
Chris's parents have been amazing through all of this though!
My parents ughhh not so much i haven't gotten one call from them since my dad dropped me off in a parking lot then left without a goodbye...
As im typing this im eating pizza, fml.
But on a better note... Babybean is good :)
We're impatiently waiting to find out the sex!
And im impatiently waiting to get back into my old pants...Ive gained 4.5 pounds already.
The baby probably doesnt even weigh and ounce yet....boo me.
My friends and the whole school all know im pregnant....Well not the "whole" school but you know what i mean.
The stares i get from people are great.....Once again sarcasm.
Ive given up on jeans, and now own about 9 pairs of yoga pants.
I feel so depressed its not even funny, i dont even have the energy to get out of bed and go to school.
Im probably on the verge of being kicked out...I didnt go for like 2 weeks and then i showed up on Monday but then skipped class and went home because i didnt feel like being around happy, non fat, non pregnant, non yoga wearing pant girls...And dont even get me started on the guys.
Another thing i realized is you definitely find out who your real friends are once you become pregnant.
 Once my group of friends that i used to hang out with like everyday found out i was pregnant they dropped me just like that...They have all been avoiding me and most of them removed me from their facebook.
But ill update later, i have to pee like theres no tomorrow